Dealing with now.

I thought of the day when it would finally materialize,
    Then why are you trembling while saying so?
I dreamt of this occurring,
    Then why are there tears on your face?
I asked for this since the beginning,
    Then why is it crawling over your head?
I desired it from long ago,
    Then why are you afraid?

I am sorry for all the trouble I have cause you,
    It's okey,
I am sorry for all those doubts that had hurt you,
    It's okey,
I am sorry for all those moments that I turned into sadness,
    It's okey,
I am sorry for leaving now, when what we have is so special,
    It's okey.


You don't deserve such pain and I won't allow an "It's okey" as a replay, since you can feel too and we know it very well. Otherwise, we would be a lie, an incredible one, but a fake. I would not complain in that case, however, it would just be another fairytale.

I will come to you again,
    I know,
I will say your name,
    I know,
I will see you at the eyes,
    I know,
To kiss you one more time.

You really bring out the best of me, although thorns might get into your world. The future I can't foresee exactly, nonetheless of that, you are my all in the one I aim.